Encumbrance of Heat

While the sun shines upon the many souls during the daytime, the dwellers mourn their dark heads which makes them exhaust. My days become so much harder…

At least I can enjoy good coffee without worrying about my vary troubles. My skin burns almost everyday, turning me darker but pretty much happier. The coffee runs through my veins while I am watching people passing by with a friend…
You see, sometimes when the heat is amongst us we tend to just sit around in the shadow watching people passing by while we talk about how or why people are they way they are. Some of them look pretty weird and some of them are rather hot.

But I am not here to talk about one of my everyday lives are about. I am here to talk about when heat takes over, my paranoia about everything that is happening at the moment. Sometimes I tend to overthink things and sometimes I get to be so fucking retarded at the situations that comes to me. When the heat makes me so vary, I think about the little “problems” that doesn’t even exist at all. Sometimes I see them as the biggest problem in my little life. Sometimes I don’t think I am good enough for the people around me and sometimes I feel so useless. When heat takes over, I need someone to reassure me that everything is actually alright. However, in my most of days I spend alone around this city of smiles. Even though I see people, I feel alone when heat takes my soul… I need reassurance.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth