Shades

It’s been a decade since I last walked this road and it’s been a while since I saw fierce spirits along this road, now  they own this place…

Last time I walked this place I wasn’t alone and my health was at its best. All this time I thought I was weak against all the dark ones. Of course I’ve been warned by my critical mistake, I’ve been asked not to follow the road I wanted because in the end, it all came to this day, this road just before me trying to take my soul. Well, I thought I was prepared to conquer all along that road and could kill every last evil monsters and entities but surely I couldn’t handle the pressure I was in. Now, I’m back… 

I pray to you my goddess Aphrodite to help me guide my way back to my life of Lust! The life I cherished so much before seeing this Shade playing the beauty for me. All the ancient lore is written: “When the Shade open her eyes, all you see is beauty so fake you’ll fall in her spell and she shall reap your soul as if it was her own” and it did. I died for a while!

Fortunately all is not lost in this forest, they are Elves around here and somehow I am one of their favorite ones. For the last few hundred years I’ve helped them poor bastards out of their misery, however they also helped me few times as well. Let’s just say we’ve been working very well together. I’ve been resurrected, without a soul… I must find it.

My talent is now gone, buried somewhere with the Shade herself and this time I’ll kill her without mercy. Make her feel the pain I felt these last months in the afterlife.
I plug my veins to my TV, TV has sucked dry so here I am without my pills hardly innocent. On the end, here I fall. You saw your fear, to power up your feet, in the darkest of nights it taunt your dawn never to come. Tonight you’ll learn, you don’t need to feel your fear.
The last few days I’ve been training hard to accomplish my last mission, giving everything I’ve had just to see her fall. So I don’t need to feel the fear again. Help us God, we’re stuck in here and we’re scared to death.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Beauty in the Light

Once I was the happiest kid ever to walk the Earth, once I could smile in a dark alley in a blink of an eye and once I could feel the warmth of a true beauty I ever saw. All of that is now a history…

Truly , I am weakest when around a beautiful blond woman, my heart beats twice as fast it normally does and the words that comes out of my mouth are purely gipperish. Especially when that beauty smiles at you, the warmth, the heat of a heart beating fast and muscles of your body behaving anomaly is just one of those things you feel. You see, I felt that feeling not long ago, and I lost it.
This beauty I am about to tell isn’t just a beautiful blond woman. For me she is much more than just a beautiful blond woman. The smile is one of the best thing about her, I can’t even properly talk about it, how good it is to feel it.

It’s hard to feel the lost of the one of your strongest feelings without knowing why it is lost in the first place. Suddenly it’s gone and you feel weakened. You can’t even put a fake smile to your dearest friends anymore. All you do is drink and drink until you pass out. What a man to do?

I want to feel again

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

A Day without Means to do Anything

This day has been a good day, or something like that. It has been a very, very boring day for me ‘cause I’ve been sitting around my home trying to do my homework all day long and hasn’t achieved anything at all. Sure I’ve read a few pages of Finite Element Method and that is it. Nothing else has been taken seriously. All that I’ve been playing Tetris Battles on Facebook and now I am addicted to that game. What a life.

One of the biggest mistakes has happened in my entire life, something so unpredictable has happen to me this Friday. So, we celebrated the Julebryg beer in Aarhus with my band and it was a legendary party at our playground. When it was 3 a.m. we headed to the city to celebrate the beer with other Danish people and we met very nice people in the city indeed. So we decided to head to the next party to party on to a next party. Sometimes I talk crazy. So, the party went on like crazy and it only just begun. Suddenly it had a turning point to all the fun. I hooked up with the wrong girl.

You know, I don’t really want to talk about it anymore.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

The Entire Solution

All this time I thought if I sit through all this problem the solution will solve itself out, all I had to do was give it time and let it sort all through time. All this time I get the same conclusion, it never goes away unless I do something about it.

There’s a woman in this solution that I just can’t get close to. The woman I’ve been dreaming about since my arrival to this great city. There’s only one problem – this woman only wants friendship. Sure of course…

So, how do I solve this solution to my equation? It’s tricky sure, of course… It is a big problem and it keeps playing my feelings. And yes, I do have feelings. I am not just this guy who likes to play the game, the reason is this; I began playing the game because of her, because of the friendship request in the real life. So how do I get this woman? Do I play the game a little longer just for Lust’s sake? Sure, I love playing the game… you get to have a new girl every now and then. That is the upside of the game – no feelings required. However, there comes a time when you really need someone to hold to when feeling afraid or something like that. When needing comfort in the troubled times and when needing the support from your loving one. No, I don’t keep trying, I am going to keep playing. I want to feel many women as possible… Why? ‘cause sex is good for you, lust is good for you and you get to feel most of their best behaviors – to see their fantasies to a man they don’t even know…

Now I am feeling more like a man. The game is on and forget this dream woman of mine

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

Always has been and Always will be the best

Alright my new friend, here’s some inside sights you’ll have to compete with me and my incredible writing style. Now, Annika, this is why Aarhus is better than Copenhagen.
Before I begin I like to tell you these facts: Aarhus – City of Smiles, Copenhagen – City of Crime. and that is all. Now, don’t you be offended by this fact and you know it’s true. Don’t you?

All along the Gods have been asked to discuss what is better, there has always been battles and arguments between certain Gods ‘cause everyone even the Gods can not agree with each other and all the roads leads to the same destination.

Everything is better here and not there, everything has meaning and not there. hehe sure I don’t know much about there ‘cause I’ve been experiencing a lot different lifestyle here and not there. Still I’ve got to say, it’s better living here. Please accept it.

All you need is love they say to all of us every day
The smile is the one that gives us all we need to feel the warmth
Feelings show all the same from a smile to us today
Sure laughter is one of joys that gives the heat from the breath
Consider this the known fact you’ve known all along

Ain’t it easy to see the happiness that walks the city
People greeting passing by is simply comforting feel for all of us
Pain isn’t the way to see the true sight along the entity
The cultural beauty just around the corner is not bad for all of us
Simply the miles count to the happy carelessness

And I know you’ve got a lot of pain that’s born inside you
But instead of growing stronger you let it divide you
All the stress is gone after a day in the city of smiles in you
Cannot deny how grateful you feel when feeling the warmth in you
All that comes from a city of smiles

Words have been spoken and no man can deny it as you lay beside yours truly
Don’t be so careless when believing there is such a place like this in this dark place
It’s better to see the light

hehe I don’t really know why I wrote this chapter. Maybe on sort of chasing the run that can not come to reality, some sort of paranoid man I am still I have a dream of mine that needs to be said to all of you. I’ve seen a beautiful woman the other day that can’t be mine to take. Such a pity soul I must feel…

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth 

The Star Ahead

Ever since I finally understood the meaning of a star my life became much clearer and brighter. All my dreams were coming true, life ahead and a star coming through to the room. My very own star.

This is about a girl that always makes me laugh, about a girl whom I appreciate highly and about a girl I have come to love. You see, I can be easily caught by any girl where ever I am and sometimes it can be clearly annoying to others. However, this girl or preferably a woman is a hell of a woman. You need to be careful, her eyes are magical and her smile is wonderful. That makes you vulnerable, which is good for me ‘cause the way she moves is kind of my type. You see, every girl loves a little gift… even the little one, ‘cause a little gift shows how much you care for her and she understands how you feel about her. A tiny gift is better, that way you show her that you care to take your time to look for something for her. They appreciate you much better. If you don’t give her something… you dirty bastard!

Call it what you will, chances have been broken and you are now my enemy. All the things you’ve done to make me feel stupid are unforgettable and you will never be forgiven. All I ever done to make you feel better are now in the trash rotting away in the fires of hell. Now I have my very own star which is making me feel better about our conflict is now forgotten. You ARE forgotten.

The closes thing to craziness is that I can see you everyday of the week, every time you smile and every time I can’t seem to resist smiling are my endless fairytales. Three wises are coming true and seven mysteries are right ahead. What will happen to us in the near future when we truly know that we are attractive to each other. What is the only thing that always stopping us and how the hell am I gonna do when you travel. All the points are here to stay until solved. Who can help me.   

“Look at her eyes staring,
knowing I’ll be soon smiling
Closeness soon to come
Lust be taken ‘till it’s done”

I know I am not so good at writing poetry and I try and try, ‘cause I’ve heard practice makes you better.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth

All My Troubles Away

There is this girl I really like, not like any other girl I like and not like any beautiful girl I’ve met in my life. She is the one that makes me feel like I belong in this pitiful world of yours, poor pitiful world of yours actually. All this time I’ve been dreaming of waking up holding her in my arms and her holding me up. The dream where my troubles go away and I feel ease and calm. The calm I’ve always wanted to get closer to is now right across the road. Few steps ahead she walks, just a matter of time when I come besides her. All I have to follow is time itself.

Every time I see her smiling at me, every time I smile and it is usual hard to make me smile when your this beautiful. When she makes that particular smile my heart stops for a sec. Making all my troubles go away and that can be good for me. You know, I’ve been restless for awhile now. My dreams are weird these days, maybe it is the future ahead of me I’ve been seeing. Maybe not…

Seems like everything is turning into its normal position, seems like my life is getting ahead of me again and I’m loving it. I just hope after tonight all its troubles will be away from me, changing the tune and playing the game differently. Our beautiful Aphrodite has blessed us once again. The colors of the sky are now beautiful as ever, there must have been some changes up there in heaven and now it shines upon us making us happier with our lives. Smiles can be seen every where and every one is now peaceful.

My troubles are away for a holiday… I know they’ll be back soon for me and I don’t care.

Sincerely
Mario Lyberth